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Today...i thought might be a bad day...since i told to my teacher...
As you asked me...why i wanted to talk to my teacher...i had to tell you that ...it was a regular routine....
After i finishing the conversation with my teacher....i thought that it was a big fault...about i chose to study nursing....
i have never thought so depressed....and i didn't want to feel the way just because of my teacher's words.....
You know...it is so hard to recover from that words....and you might wondering what kind of bad words did my teacher tell me....
(as follows....)
i came into my teacher's office about nine o'clock...and she told me i should fill with the papers on the desk first...and i knew that she wanted to know more about studiying that since this semester began until now...(i thought ...ok...i would fill with all of the papers....)
and i told her that i was ok...she started her strict speaking....she looked all of my papers...and she said" do you have any good friends in this class?" ,and i told her..."of course...i have some good friends in the class..."and she took out a paper which filled with all the name of our class in it...she said"show me who are your good friends in the class."and i did what she wanted me to do..and she asid"you should make more friends,it's not enough...you should extend you friend relationship." ,i knew she was right but i thought that people had straight feeling about your friends naturally...that meant if someone doomed to be your friends..and you even didn't have to find them, they would come close to you! it is the belief that i always hold ....and she really destroyed it this morning....and to be honestly...i was really afraid of her....
and another thing that i always kept in my mind since this morning was that ...i wanted to have more time which really belonged to me...after a exhausted day having so many class...so i chose not to attended any kind of club or team...and i knew that teacher wanted us to learn more skill or good relationship from the teams or clubs that you joined,,,but i thought the time after the class only belonged to me...and you shouldn't have so many rules to tell me what i should ...and you tole me that i should think more about what i wanted to be in the future...i thought i was still too early...i just graduated from senior high school this June...shouldn't i have more time to relaxed and seriously,slowly think about what i want to be in the future? i thought you involved in too much... and i would pay the responsibility in the future... and i didn't need you to tell me everything...it was my way...i had the right to choose where i should go...ok? and all you have to do is watch...instead of disturbing my road and my thinking,,,ok....it's just up to me ...and you even have no right to involve in....it's my life...
from Esme
98.11.24(a totally bad day from the morning...)
As you asked me...why i wanted to talk to my teacher...i had to tell you that ...it was a regular routine....
After i finishing the conversation with my teacher....i thought that it was a big fault...about i chose to study nursing....
i have never thought so depressed....and i didn't want to feel the way just because of my teacher's words.....
You know...it is so hard to recover from that words....and you might wondering what kind of bad words did my teacher tell me....
(as follows....)
i came into my teacher's office about nine o'clock...and she told me i should fill with the papers on the desk first...and i knew that she wanted to know more about studiying that since this semester began until now...(i thought ...ok...i would fill with all of the papers....)
and i told her that i was ok...she started her strict speaking....she looked all of my papers...and she said" do you have any good friends in this class?" ,and i told her..."of course...i have some good friends in the class..."and she took out a paper which filled with all the name of our class in it...she said"show me who are your good friends in the class."and i did what she wanted me to do..and she asid"you should make more friends,it's not enough...you should extend you friend relationship." ,i knew she was right but i thought that people had straight feeling about your friends naturally...that meant if someone doomed to be your friends..and you even didn't have to find them, they would come close to you! it is the belief that i always hold ....and she really destroyed it this morning....and to be honestly...i was really afraid of her....
and another thing that i always kept in my mind since this morning was that ...i wanted to have more time which really belonged to me...after a exhausted day having so many class...so i chose not to attended any kind of club or team...and i knew that teacher wanted us to learn more skill or good relationship from the teams or clubs that you joined,,,but i thought the time after the class only belonged to me...and you shouldn't have so many rules to tell me what i should ...and you tole me that i should think more about what i wanted to be in the future...i thought i was still too early...i just graduated from senior high school this June...shouldn't i have more time to relaxed and seriously,slowly think about what i want to be in the future? i thought you involved in too much... and i would pay the responsibility in the future... and i didn't need you to tell me everything...it was my way...i had the right to choose where i should go...ok? and all you have to do is watch...instead of disturbing my road and my thinking,,,ok....it's just up to me ...and you even have no right to involve in....it's my life...
from Esme
98.11.24(a totally bad day from the morning...)
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